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inner thoughts and feelings by ~shatteredbeauty:iconshatteredbeauty:

Categories Literature > Poetry > Romantic > Other Romance > Open


the knots tighten and wrap around my heart
I can't make you understand
the demons took over and overthrew my sanity
I told complicated stories
gave excuses
battered your heart inside the cage that is my world
I played with your heart like I knew what I was doing.

Manic episodes, depressive SCREAMING
tears flowing, compulsions itching
push pus h push you away...

pulled you back in all hopes you would keep staying

Sanity came back but you were gone
you left and slammed the door
I couldn't find anyways to draw you back
I died inside knowing I broke you down
and destroyed you...insanity shattered you.

I can't take it back
but I just wish you would listen
im better now and just want to talk to you
to see you. to hold your hand, hell just to see your face

I drove by your house the other night...
I cried, fighting the compulsion to stop and knock at the door.
my chest throbbed in pain...knowing that I drove by my past and couldn't take it back
I wish you knew what I was dealing with and tried to understand
but you can't see past the insanity and the actions included....

I'll be just fine pretending that everything is okay
because I have no other choice and
here I go cutting the ties we had because it hurts too much to hold on
any longer...
©2007-2008 ~shatteredbeauty
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its about someone who I broke his heart...

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